On Writing

An MSN conversation:

She says:
nahhh stay true to urself.. err have u ever written emo?

Dienasty says:
i dunno
have you ever read me emo?
i have
but it's in a notebook
intended to post
decided not to

She says:
aihhh
post laa..
cmon ive NEVER seen any hints of emo in ur posts ok

Dienasty says:
uhoh
patutlah

She says:
its like... this level headed guy i see who picks his words carefully

Dienasty says:
yeah
that's exactly what another fren said
in ... more words

She says:
hahahhaa no worries i dun use too many words.. err i THINK? =p
yealorh
so like..when can we see u let loose those words lol

Dienasty says:
i dunno
you serious?
i shud write emo?

She says:
nah lar.. lettin loose doesnt mean writin emo la. it doesnt necessarily hav to be EMO.. just.. erm.. a little less macho-ish? ahhhh how to put this

Dienasty says:
my writing is machoish?
MACHOish?!

*awkward lull in MSN conversation*

She says:
lol
for the lack of a better word
i mean.. how do i put this la
ergh the only way i cn express this is by flailing my hands around randomly.. which u cant see.. so yeah.
nvm abt that

Dienasty says:
so yeah
urgh
yeah
me no get
not helping

She says:
anyway. u write like.. like like.. like a columnist? like some freelancer who has been writin like..forever?

I am going to get a complex. 10 years of writing and then I find out it's too polished. Too utilitarian. Clean and understated and not enough emotional impact. A silver scapel, or kidney dish.

Oh dear. Oh dear oh dear oh dear.

[Update - after reading the above post]:

Dienasty says:
and you've pointed me in the right direction
thank you
emo
emo
emo
emotional connection
emo
;-)

She says:
oh gawd.
right direction?
i feel like ive just made the gears in ur head work the other way round.
emomomomomoooo
ok la not so emo
leave that to us girls lol

Oh yes. That I will.

Thankyousoverymush.